Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Gretchen...

She danced my world into being

shiva, black and gold

hollywood sign and phone booth

as backdrops

and a mercedes

the same colors as she

our eyes met for a millenia

and she danced

i did not desire the burden

of kingship

though the scars she left decreed

blood and flowers

come down to touch

a young warriors golden age

we need not your salvation

your guilt

we have goddess shrines

peacocks, pyramids

and courtyard dancing

girls of gods

dancing in courtyards ancient

and beads



she danced my world into being

shiva, black and gold

one face, quarter face

lower leg and beeswax

her drum beats my existence

beats against ignorance

melting my wax

the way it has always been done



she fills me with molten tradition

beats me into form

pray and consecrate

shiva, black and gold

in the shadow of a phonebooth

hollywood sign and mercedes

the same colors as she

i am hers...

Empty

Songs dreamt in streets embrace

Lying in beds of dirty leavings

And comings

And empty bottles of wine

Empty as heads

Empty as pockets

Empty as these pages

After midnight bottles of wine

Night screaming in sheets embrace

Lying in beds of dirty whores

And Coltrane

And crackheads

And empty bottles of wine.

Empty as plates

Empty as promises

Empty as these pages

After midnight bottles of wine

Sarai's Scent

I carried her wet from the shower

As the second tower

Collapsed upon itself

We did not have the television on

A lifetime later

I collapsed

Destroyed

When the dust finally settled

There was nothing but destruction

And screams and accusations

of Conspiracy

Some things just happen

For reasons of their own

The way she licked her own skin

Was reason enough

The curve of her

The sweat of her

The smell of her

The essential wrong of her

The arch of her back as the first tower was hit

The curve of her

The tan on her

The taste of her

The unadulterated desire in her

Was reason enough

To commit indifferent treason

For at least one morning

Monday, December 27, 2010

Clint Bullard!

I was born with country and western music in my blood. That’s all we ever listened to in my house growing up. At the age of five, I asked my mother if we could buy a radio that played rock and roll. I did not know that all radios would play rock and roll if you just turned the dial to the correct frequency and it never occurred to my mother that there was anything but country on her radio.
Mom ended up buying a honky-tonk in West Tennessee just a few miles from where Buford Pusser of “Walking Tall” fame was run off the road and killed back in 1970. The place was called the “Pub and Cue” and was a dirty roadhouse that served bootleg whiskey out the back and pickled pig’s feet at the bar. The jukebox was full of country twang, the floor covered in sawdust, spilled beer and blood.
So when my editor suggested that I interview a real country singer, I was happier than a hippie in a bag full of tie die. Until I found out he was from Texas.
Texas has never been known for producing quality country and western music. I mean, really, who have they got? Bob Wills and the Texas Playboys? C’mon! Waylon and Willie? That’s the best you’ve got? Lyle Lovett? David Allen Coe?? The Dixie Chicks?? Lightning Hopkins? Stevie Ray??
So you will understand when I say that I was a little disheartened by this turn of events.
Clint Bullard is from Waco, TX and like a lot of country musicians, Clint began singing in church. He graduated from Baylor University, a Christian college. He is hard working and intelligent. He worked for two years on the production staff of “Ripley’s Believe It or Not” and was a good friend of Jack Palance. As hard as I dig, I cannot find any scandal in his past. No stints in rehab. He doesn’t do drugs. Happily married to his lovely wife, Tricia, whom he claims he has never cheated on. He doesn’t drink to excess. I know, I tried to get him drunk. I have found out that alcohol is an unbeatable truth serum and I wanted to get at the skeletons hiding in Mr. Bullard’s closet. There weren’t any. No time stuck in prison, no dirty bar brawls, no drunken lawnmower rides through Nashville, nothing.
Lifestyle-wise, Clint Bullard is kind of boring.
Musically speaking, He is not.
Before I met Clint for drinks at Cowboy Bill’s Reloaded, I bought his CD and watched his videos posted on YouTube. I must say I was pleasantly surprised. His music has a jouncy rhythm and a trop-rock delivery that I am not sure was intentional. There are a lot of copycat artists out there but I have the feeling that Clint is just being Clint. He has an adept and easy-going story-telling style both on and off the stage. He carries a wicked sense of humor as casually as he does his guitar. Nothing seems forced with him. He is a genuinely nice guy.
I also found out that not only has Clint shared the stage with some of Nashville’s finest but has co-written with the likes of Highway 101, Tracy Byrd, Brooks and Dunn, and Linda Davis.
I love his songwriting and his delivery on originals such as “Give Me a Bar to Steer By”, a great trop-rock song that deserves more recognition and “Dom Perignon and Left-Over Chicken” has been stuck in my head for a week now. Thanks, Clint…
Key West has some of the finest musicians in the world playing in intimate venues for our enjoyment every day of the year. However, the distinct lack of good old down-home country music and I am positive that I will get many letters disputing this fact, is depressing to say the least. What is a redneck to do with his evenings?
I have a suggestion.
If you find yourself with a hankering in your redneck bone for quality country and western twang, delivered with a mellow energy and a mischievous grin, head on down to the Galleon Resort Tiki Bar and catch one of Clint’s shows. I promise you will have a great time listening to a REAL country and western musician.
He may be from Texas, but we won’t hold that against him.

Friday, December 10, 2010

Raven's Song

Some things just are Key West to me. A rooster perched atop an illegally parked cop car, a drunken drag queen grabbing my junk just because she thinks I am cute, conch fritters, tattooed waitresses, and of course, Raven Cooper.
When the Lovely and I escaped to the Keys almost a decade ago, on a lark, with ten dollars in our pocket, we immediately did two things; spent the ten on Coronas at Capt. Tony’s and heard Raven sing at Sunset Pier. She was doing “Me and Bobby McGee” in a growling whiskey voice so alive that I had to keep staring to make sure that I wasn’t back at the Fillmore in ’69. We were broke, homeless, and completely happy. Our love was so new that it squeaked. Before long, it was working three jobs, paying twelve hundred dollar rents, and accepting responsibilities that we promised each other would never be heaped upon us again.
I told Raven it was our honeymoon, which was almost true, and she gave us her CD as a gift. We carried that disc with us for almost two years and ten thousand miles across this country until The Lovely threw it at me one night somewhere in Wyoming. It was destroyed. I probably deserved it.
I have kept up with Raven’s career over the years and have always wondered why she is not rich and famous by now. No Grammys, no recording contracts. She has an incredible voice and a smoldering stage presence. She sings in six different languages. She is beautiful and funny and can play one mean guitar when provoked. Her ability to take a fantastic song such as Annie Lennox’s “Why” and create something even more powerful is amazing but it is her talent turning a unique rhythmic phrase in original songs such as “It’s a Holdup” that really catch my attention as a writer. I had even heard rumors of her almost going to American Idol and was confused why that never happened.
Every great song has a back story. Raven’s song is no exception. A redneck Mexican/German from Little Rock earning her blues on the streets of Memphis, adding spice to the musical gumbo of New Orleans, blowing the roof off of Montana and every other roadhouse, dive and juke joint along the way. From firsthand experience, the lonely road takes its toll. Bad romances, drugs, alcohol, all fuzzily framed by amusing memories and scars you don’t remember receiving. Or giving. As I sit down with Raven at the Schooner Wharf and listen to her gritty unapologetic truth, I realize how easy it would be to dismiss it all as just another rock and roll clichĂ©’, which it is, reminiscent of early Janis Joplin, almost. It is also the life song of a very talented underappreciated chanteuse. She tells the worst of it with an ambivalent smile and mischievous laughter that says she has taken her punches, swung a few of her own, and surprising even her, has come out of it a better person.
She gives most of the credit to her partner, David. David has become a lot of things to Raven; her manager, father of her child, her videographer, her roadie. If you ask her, however, she will tell you that he is her everything. The love of her life and the guy who helped her kick the drugs by keeping away the bad influences and holding her hand when she didn’t want it held. The respect they share for each other is obvious.
It would be easy to sit here and rehash all the same fluff about Raven Cooper; where and when she plays, her favorite songs to perform, why she moved here, all that crap. I could even go into the reason why she didn’t even go to the American Idol audition. That is not what this story is about. This began as a story of why Raven Cooper epitomizes everything Key West to me. I haven’t merely been rambling.
Her dusky voice reminds me of new loves and sunsets. The days when broke was acceptable and adventure was the raison d’ĂȘtre. Raven also reminds me that, like the rest of us Key West folk, although we are sometimes bruised and misguided and wildly intoxicated; we can always come back home, gather up old friends and make beautiful music together.